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Saturday, June 18, 2011

A Backwards Dream From the Flipside of Your Pillow

For a moment
the silent
yet moving, pastel characters
caught my attention

Sun-kissed dry
hands moved
no more than mere millimeters
as they naturally would

Not even as
the hads
of the clock wound around
in the opposite direction

Stapled to the wall
the only decoration
besides black-stained furniture
even an un-made sleigh bed

Bringing my feet
backwards, my
back facing where, only a few
moments before, my face

Had been headed.
Out through
the lofty door frame, turning
the corner, midnight approaching,

No steadier pave
than this
one, I walked through a
stranger's empty, quiet house

Continuing now, the coolness
of dew collecting on outside
pavement met the souls

Of my pink feet
as they
caught the edges of an
ocean condensed into this

Sink hole the moderns
called a pool
Feeling as the frigid splashes
enveloped first my legs

On up to my
torso and finally
the rest sunk down in the dark,
salty waters, an army of kelp

Coiled around me
as the brown
hair cleared and showed
a face with hazel eyes

Completely open, a body
drifting by silently
as the kelp released me
 like I was not wanted

anymore. Surging
me to the bottom
what once held these waters
as concrete phased my body,

In no way
as I easily
seeped through the microscopic cracks
like sand through a sifter

Back into warmth
fleece and cloth
wrapped tightly around me
still unmoving yet lying

The feet stop
familiar space
and sight and smells are
all original sensations

Automatically as my
head rolls
to the left, feeling the coolness
of the flipside of my pillow

We The Free

Each pitch was perfect
echoing throughout
the deserted auditorium

The light above burning
to their fullest potential
only the spotlight was off
resting on the worn floor
just in front of a
lonely, lanky soloist

Whose eyes barely
twitched; empty and scared
as if imagining an applause

That would never ring
against the drums in
 the ears that matched
the flawless notes
escaping in a caravan
of soft melodies

Dusty red velvet curtains
came barreling inward
kissing as each side met

Behind the soloist
remaining still
While the spotlight
darkened and drove
through any solid
foundation, a hole

Soon a twitch
in the fourth finger
lead to another

Then the entire hand
closing in on itself
to grip, to clench
blue veins protrude
against the skin of the arm
a face sculpted for anger

From behind the curtain
a sliver of pure water
snaked its way around

Over the miniscule
particles of dirt and dust
towards the bottomless
hole where the
unreached spotlight
had shown moments before

Falling easily over
the rounded edge
as an unbroken stream

Making a glassy trickle
like water from a faucet
the only sound
heard in many years
besides the voice of
the soloist

Ringing like an untuned
symphony, far, far away
yet so foreign it blistered

The drum which only
recognized angelic pitches
causing the fists to
 clench, tighter
making the sweat drop
into the ever-widening water

The mouth forced open
eyes collapsed to a shut
chords in the throat

Caught, no sound
came out,it had
mutated pitches
dancing in its wake
that cannot be heard,
not worthy of praise

And yet these silent years
reflected in a wet mirror
behind the stage are hazy

As the short hand
reached the seven
in the evening every
night, the soloist took
the stage alone
flawless, no applause

Water now rushing
well past the ankles
swayed the soloist

Still writhing in a
pain from endless
vacant applauses dripping
to the water and mixinig
in each memory that was held
in a moment flooding from

The  cracking mirror,
shards shooting off
and swept into the current

To the hole which
had no end
until the pressure
became unbarable
the mirror burst
into a great wave

Knocking the
soloist from his
lonely stance of perfection

Free falling in the hole
washed by the water
which held his pain
the waves sounding much
like the applause desired
lifting the weight

We the Free